Updated: Dec 13, 2021
Every night I sleep with a heavy heart. Every day I feel what I am doing is tearing me apart. When I get up in the middle of the night, I ponder to calm my mind. However, the creative mind stands aside and shows me the back after asking why we haven’t communicated for a while?
I tell her that I have to complete my pending tasks and deadlines. My ulterior ego questions me how can you be a coward and shy who is not even capable of being forthright.
She inspires me to stand straight and scream that I am not meant for 9 to 5. She delineates that you were supposed to fly, not nod for every instruction that you get from your client. I told her that I am aware of the facts that she is telling me I know I was supposed to fly without being shy. I told her, I know the baggage of my dreams are increasing with every passing day but whenever I try - I stumble, I fumble, go feeble and feel fragile.
Then, I choose multiple things to deviate my mind, intact my smile but unfortunately, I wake up with a dead soul, miserable heart and a pretentious smile because every time, I think I end up seeing myself lost in tangled thoughts and fighting for my peace of mind.
So, with all chaos and confusion in my mind. What do I do or What should I do? Surprisingly, I do nothing but go back to my pending deadlines!!
By Manpreet Kaur (Public Relation Strategist, Soft Skill Trainer, NLP Practitioner and Life Coach)
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